I don’t want to spam your page with a big huge thing, plus it’s pretty personal. So here goes nothing.
Today my mom went through my phone and found some inappropriate messages. I got caught up in some pretty serious stuff. I know this is vague, but I’m sure you can figure out what I mean. If not, that’s fine. I’m not really here to publicize all of my business. Anyway, she took my phone, iPod, laptop, and car keys. I’m going to be grounded for at least a day. I have a trip planned on Saturday, so who knows if that will actually happen.
However, I’m in a pretty bad place right now. So with that being said, I just really need to re-evaluate my life and detox everything. If I get my phone back, I’ll probably only use it if I really need to get a hold of people or really need someone to talk to. I’m going to try to limit my online time. I’d like to say I won’t be on at all, but if I get my laptop back…that’s really unrealistic. So I’d say no more than two hours online a day. I’m going to try to spend that time in the Word or just talking with God. We’ll see if that happens. I really want to try and be able to say I did it, but I fail so much at everything. So it’s just something I have to evaluate with myself and with Him. I want to be better and everything, but when I see where I’m at and where I want to be I feel like the Grand Canyon is between those places. So prayer would be much appreciated.
I guess that’s all.
So long, folks.